"The Stacks" by Karin Wikoff, Wells Class of 1986
Louis Jefferson Long Library or as it is better known, Wells
College Library, was opened in 1968, hardly long enough ago for it
to harbor any of the romantic and antiquated ghosts which so
commonly appear in legends surrounding other campus locations. Nor
is the library built on the site of a former indian burial ground
(all rumors aside), nor yet situated in a locale infested with some
innate evil, as are themes in popular horror novels.
All of the above notwithstanding, there *is* something a bit peculiar
about the library. Any student who has remained in the library,
studying late into the night, can confirm that there is something
rather unsettling about the place.
Walking among the stacks at night, or occasionally even during the
day, and especially on the third floor, with its dim lighting
casting weird shadows against the high, oddly?pitched ceilings,
that strange, prickly feeling will creep over your neck and
shoulders, the way it does when someone is watching you. You look
around, yet there is nothing there, nothing but stacks and stacks
of books.
You peruse the stacks, pondering which volume will suit your needs,
answer your questions or set you on the trail of even more sources.
You stand there, book in hand, leafing through the pages, when you
hear the sigh. The wind blows high against that crazy cathedral?beamed
roof, causing the wood to creak and moan. And yet it sounds uncannily
like the soft breathing of some huge sleeping creature.
You look around again, and still you are the only person in the
building, save for the workers at the desk and a student or two at
the tables in the brightly)lit circulation area downstairs. And
then you feel it --the heavy oppressive feeling of all those books
-- all that knowledge -- pressing in on you, each volume containing
a glimmer of the mind and soul of its author. You think of the
effort and the *energy* that went into each author's work, then think
of the hundreds of thousands of residual sparks there must be
lingering in those books, teeming masses of them. And somehow the
sum is more than the total of its parts, as if some unseen and
unsuspected being has been born of all that energy and is feeding
itself upon all those books, sucking from a pool of knowledge
vaster than any of us could ever hope to grasp. The sheer burden
of all that knowledge so close at hand presses in, making the
aisles seem ever narrower.
A sudden gust of wind shudders the building, shaking you from your
reverie, and yet is that shudder not unlike some giant and knowing
beast stirring in its slumber? Now it is your turn to shudder and
scurry downstairs to the light, vowing never again to walk alone
among the stacks at night.
Aurora, NY, February 12, 1991
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